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I am a lonely sumbitch. This is my cycle:

Monday- Thursday: School in evening. Watch tv all night. Sleep during day. Repeat until Friday.
Friday - Sunday: Mint Manor.

"Oh, sure," you say. "Three days a week you spend with friends." But the four days in between are so very lacking in company. I go for six hours a day not speaking a word to anyone. Oh, the cats. Occasionally, my dad. But mostly, I sit around wondering where my friends are. Daytime, when not sleeping, is watching tv and feeling lonely. Eveningtime is watching lecturers and feeling lonely. I hate the weekdays. Hate, hate, hate. Instead of sleeping during the day, I should be out enjoying the summery citytime. But instead, I watch tv and complain about it. So now I see the function of employment: at least then, I was getting paid for feeling lonely. And there were people around me at all times.

How I miss people... when is my sis coming back, again?

At least Andrew comes over about once a week and we watch movies all night. Those are the highlights of my life.

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